Journal Entry,
I hate to admit, I’m a romantic at heart, a trait well-sewn into my Italian lineage. Today, I closed my eyes to the autumn sun, feeling its warmth kiss my cheeks like a long lost lover. My mind wandered, smoothly like red wine pouring into a crystal goblet. I remembered him—his scent, half of wood-smoke and half of desire. Each moment with him tangled into a dance playing out a sensual opera. A dance that taught me intimacy, that opened my eyes to the tantric reality of love.
Our rendezvous started as a dare. It was a cheeky night, our souls lost in the maze of tangy stories from the past, our bodies revelling in the ambience of candles flickering at the rhythm of soft guitar strums. His gaze was intense, challenging me to push my boundaries when he asked, "Have you ever explored something other than the typical porn linklist? Ever heard of Tantra?" I remember my heart fluttered at his question; I felt a peculiar thrill running down my spine, a thrill that seemed to question my understanding of desire, of passion, of intimacy. His smile was seductive, a silent promise unraveling the mysteries of tantra.
Slowly, steadily, he became my teacher, my mentor. His hands, the artist, unveiling the enigma of my body, exploring the untouched routes leading to the heaven hidden under the layers of my skin. His lessons weren't in harsh urgency; instead, they reeked of patience and passion, woven with the golden thread of lingering sensations, never rushing towards the end, but cherishing every stroke, every gasp, every sigh. I was his canvas, bathing in the slow trickling euphoria spreading from the warmth of his touch. His fingers moved like soft feathers, stoking the dormant flames within me. Every kiss was a sacrament of our sacred love, a silent prayer whispered into the hollow of my neck, sending shivers of pleasure coursing through my veins.
My heart echoed with warmth and delight whenever he looked at me with those smoky eyes, a unique sparkle in them that was reserved only for me. If love was an ocean, then he was my storm, conjuring mighty waves of emotions within me. He taught me how energy flows between two bodies, how pure connection could lead to heightened sensations. He showed me that intimacy was not just skin-deep; it was about reading one another's soul, making love to the spirit while cherishing the body. I became his muse, he became my world. Together we danced, through the silent nights and the radiant mornings, lost in a world of our own – a world where intimacy and tantra took centre stage.
Now, as autumn winds play a serenade outside my window, I miss that dance, that sacred routine we had created. I miss the essence of tantra in my life. Perhaps, his lessons of love weren't for the meek hearted. I am grateful, however, that I was brave enough to venture from the well-trodden path, to rise beyond the porn linklist of desires into a realm where intimacy was the dance, and love was the music.  |
